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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
hey..wazzup...ok..now..where do i start?@_@ hehe..dimulai dari rasa maap saya deh ya... buat yg masi suka mengunjungi ~XiBeRKiSs~ karena udah 2 months ga di update..n juga thx berat masih nyemepetin waktu ngintip" kesini ^o^..
selama 2 bulan ini..i guess so many things had happened...mari kita ulas kembali..huiehee
firstly...alesan kenapa ~XiBeRKiSs~ ga update lagi selama 2 bulan ini..dikarenakan saat itu kita (MeLiee & SaMMy) ada conflict..kita tuh jadi yg kayaQ diem"an di MSN...karena MeLiee yg minta sih..^^; konyol juga sih alesan na.. pas itu MeLiee lagi ga demen aja ma satu sikap SaMMy yang tiba" tidak berkenan di hati MeLiee..sebener na bukan salah dia..cuman MeLiee na aja yg sensitive orang na..terus gampanQ ilfeel, nah gara" itu akhir na MeLiee jd males bermain main bersama SaMMy lagi...biasa na kalo MeLiee ilfeel ma co..ya udah jd males aja gitu..tp kali ini MeLiee ga mau gitu..karena MeLiee tau kalo SaMMy tuh..kinda Someone Special for me..not as a boyfriend..karena kita memanQ tidak pernah jadian...hehe..akhir na, for the 1st time MeLiee coba untuk mencari lagi feeling yang hilanQ..*ciah ilah TuinQ"* jd MeLiee minta dia ga contact dulu ma MeLiee..n it really worked..MeLiee pun akhir na jd kangen ama si Om SaMMy FeLix, tapi jadi ada rasa gengsi gitu buat ngmg baliQ..n jd berkesan.. "buang orang kayaQ buang barang" *ini kalimat asli na dari AngeLa JeSsiCa loch* terus jd na tuh yg kayaQ dateng kalo butuh ajah..tp MeLiee ga ada maksud sama sekali kyk gitu .... @_@ Sampai pada suatu hari SaMMy sms ke orang" tentang meteor yang bakal jatuh gitu deh...terus MeLiee bales *thx to Ardina for this one..;D* lalu akhir na ngobrol lagi deh. Kita udah baean lagi sejak October..lalu..kenapa tetep ga update ~XiBeRKiSs~ ?
Setelah masalah kita selsai..kita kembali di sibukkan dengan tugas" sekolah *sigh*. MeLiee harus kerja keras untuk membayar kemalasan MeLiee selama Year 10 ini..*bolos...ga bikin tugas..ga pernah belajar..etc..* MeLiee harus bikin ini itu buat dapetin nilai *banyaQ..susah..dan melelahkan..*..terus seminggu sebelon final exam ( 8 - 9 Nov) MeLiee harus bikin tugas Maths yang panjang dan bertele" dan juga... English yg total na 10 halaman..dalam semalam...Hix" akhir na ngebut deh mati"an..*soal na kalo ngaQ bikin..ga dapet ijazah..* dengan dukungan dari teman"..terutama SaMMy dan Ardina ... MeLiee bisa menyelesaikan tugas" itu.*phew*..tapi kerja keras MeLiee tidaQ berakhir di situ saja..karena final exam dah di depan mata..akhir na MeLiee yg belon sempat tidur puas selama seminggu..harus belajar mati"an *akibat dari kebanyakan bolos* hix" dengan bantuan beberapa botol dan kaleng V energy drink.. MeLiee bisa tetap bangun sampai hari exam terakhir..begitu exam selsai..MeLiee sakit" macem"... huhuhu..mpe minggu depan na..which is..today..*whoa..* jd hari ini MeLiee bolos skul...ga ada kerjaan...jadi na nulis" di sini lagi deh...*panjang juga ya...* yah..begini lah..
Nah...jadi..jangan malas" sekolah ya!!!MeLiee contoh buruQ na nih!!...nanti akibat na begini...sekarang..takut ga dapet ijazah nih...terus takut nilai na jeleQ...whoa.... >_<
Sekarang MeLiee ke skul ga gitu banyaQ kerjaan lagi...tapi..kesibukan MeLiee tidaQ berakhir begitu saja..karena Kamis ini Ortu akan datang ke Sydney..jadi..MeLiee harus beres" rumah..beres"in semua bill...*dasar kk menyebalkan..kerjaan" dan tanggung jawab malah di kasi ke dd na :'( * terus" juga ngurusin pindahan sekolah nih... nah...sedangkan waktu na sangat terbatas karena semua harus dibereskan sebelom tanggal 25..karena udah harus beres" baju juga..kan..tanggal 27 Nov mau pulanQ indo!! mpe tanggal 25 jan..2 months loh..heiuhee..teman"..kunjungi aku yah di Mutiara Kedoya..wakakaka...tentang pindahan sekolah dan pulanQ ke Indo..nanti" aja deh nulis na...udah panjang bener nih...mwakakaa.a...*napsu..* makasih yg baca...mwah ~~
Posted at 10:06 am by iNi MeLiee
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Monday, September 20, 2004
Christina Aguilera - Reflection
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day
It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
There's a heart that must be free to fly
That burns with a need to know the reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think
How we feel
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else
For all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside
[-MeLiee-] ~ Do You Think You Know Me? I Don't Know Me! ~[-MeLiee-]
Posted at 10:42 pm by iNi MeLiee
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Tuesday, September 14, 2004
1st Lady - Never be Replaced
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erase
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I know we've be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to feel enough to kisses
I can say i'm truly happy to the same
You've made me think I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i'll regret ever having you by my side
But if the day come that i'll have to let you go
I think that something I should probadly let you know
With everything that i spent with you
Then i will miss you cuz i'm happy that i have you at all
[Repeat Chorus]
I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
Posted at 11:14 pm by SaMmY FeLiX
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Monday, September 06, 2004
still untitled -- made it just now
An ocean and thousands of miles
Separate us across
We live in two different worlds
Those have never been united before
But something brings us together
A force, stronger than life itself
No matter how far away you are from me
We will always be one
Because what we have now
Defies time and distance
Posted at 10:10 pm by SaMmY FeLiX
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Friday, September 03, 2004
Aku mencari bayang bayang sendiri
Terpaku, mengacuhkan sepi mengoyak dadaku.
Seharusnya, angin dingin tak bertiup lagi malam ini
Sungguh hati membeku.. sudah sedari dulu,
Saat kau tinggalkanku..
[-MeLiee-] ~ The Last That Ever She Saw Him..Carried Away By A Moonlight Shadow ~ [-MeLiee-]
Posted at 04:41 pm by iNi MeLiee
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Friday, August 27, 2004
Untukmu Kawan..
seulas senyum sebagai tanda terima kasihku
dari setiap harapan yang kau temu dibalik mimpi mimpi hampa,
dibalik mata yang lengah dan lelah.
Untukmu Kawan..
air mata sebagai rasa rinduku
saat kau tak ada di sisiku ceriakan hari hari yang redup
dimana aku merasa sepi, terasing dan sendiri.
Untukmu Kawan..
sebuah puisi sebagai ungkapan sayangku
karena kata kata membeku dan terkunci di bibirku
yang terkatup dan membisu.
I dedicate this poem to all of my friends who have given me hope, spirit, boundless love, and have made this world a better place to live in..
[-MeLiee-] ~ friendship isn't forever unless u know how to make it lasts eternally ~ [-MeLiee-]
Posted at 10:53 pm by iNi MeLiee
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Friday, August 20, 2004
Are your legs hairy enough?
what's up, people? it has been a while since the last entry. i got tons of stuffs to do and barely had leisure time. well, i spent most of my leisure time to have fun because i was too blanky to write an entry. lately, i had PMS a.k.a Periodical Mood Swing (let's just pretend that it can happen to any gender). my mood went up and down for no obvious reason o_O
today, i only ate breakfast and nothing else. meliee also only ate galbi (whatever it is) for the whole day. seems that both of us live such an unhealthy life =b speaking of diet, one of my friends, whose name is :::drumroll::: tikaaa~ (who is my tante gadungan) turned vegetarian and she has lost several kilos! she said she didn't want to kill innocent animals by not eating their meat --; anyway, this girl, tika, has more leg hair than me. hers is not as long as mine but much straighter than mine, maybe she irons it or something? *_* oh well, less hair on the legs = sexier legs ;p
that's all for now. time for me to ride my toyota supra and burn its tires on the street :D :::dream on! i only have it in nfs:underground:::
Posted at 11:43 pm by SaMmY FeLiX
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Monday, August 16, 2004
~~ The LoneLy xIbeRian HuzKy ~~
~~ aWay from sKewL again ~~ yeaH yeaH yeaH.... so bored. so lonely here:( my special people isn't around.. Sammy can't go online obviously..~~ having a fun loving holiday in Semarang ~~ others aRe goin to skewl.. :( so here I am..aLone having fun w/ shadows on my wall * as if i can see any shadow..i turned the light off n it's bloody dark now --' * n... bosen ngomong english *sigh* ~~ merenung dalam kesendirianku ~~ mengingat" apa yg telah terjadi selama setaon terdampar di ~ShiTneY~ lost contact sama beberapa temen..ketemu temen" baru..inbox hp isi na kebanyakan dari Sammy n juga MaMy ~ AmanDa ~ ~~ new people in my life ~~ entah MeLiee terlalu concern ke temen" baru dan melupakan temen" lama..ato temen" lama concern dengan temen" baru mereka dan melupakan MeLiee? :( well..tapi ada juga orang" yg masi keep in touch ma MeLiee lewat sms..terutama SizQa ~ ndoT ~ yg orang" bilang My Twin lalu.. MoM all she writes juz omelan" ga jelas yg most of them bukan salahku :( n ada juga dari Lidz cc ku yg acts mature banget ^^ deket ma dia dulu..tp skrg jarang ngobrol.. terus ini ada dari Cynthia ~ Cing" ~ anak na temen na DaDdy.. yg jadi temen pena ku soal na dia pas itu di Jogja..lalu skrg MeLiee di Sydney..dia nyasar ke Christchurch, New Zealand.. *duh Cing..kapan kita maen bareng lagi kalo gini mulu? *sigh* bukan na pilih ke sydney ajah* n dia nih 13th August maren kirim sms HaPpy B`DaY ke MeLiee..padaal dah di kasih tau kalo ultah na bukan august..~ ojo ngeyeL" to neQ taQ omongi ~ LoLz...newayz thank's Loch..hehe..
~ ThinKinG ~
Kadang kita kehilangan teman" dekat kita tanpa kita sadari karena kita terlalu concern ma teman" yg baru :( dan begitu sadar n pengen balik ma mereka..mereka dah hilang..ada juga teman" yg brantem ma kita terus suatu saat kangen..tp ada rasa gengsi untuk ajak ngomong..mungkin juga takut mereka masi simpen rasa benci.. tp kenapa ngak di coba?drpd menyesal.. mungkin aja mereka berpikir yg sama dengan kita.. :( happened to me few times.. yah semoga sebelum terlambat kita sadar apa yang mungkin akan hilang.. dan apa yg mungkin bisa kembali. Kata na "We never know what we've got 'till it's gone" semoga itu bisa kita rubah jadi kita sadar betapa berharga na orang" sekitar kita sebelum terlambat.. dan yeah.. "Jangan pernah menutup sebuah pintu, kau mungkin akan ingin kembali" ya udah ah..mau sms temen" lama dulu..paling juz say "hi..zup?I miss u" dan mungkin itu lebih dari cukup untuk membuat mereka tetep berada di kehidupan ku..bis itu mo makan ah...LaPeRrrr...
[-MeLiee-] ~ Hidup Tanpa Teman..Bagaikan Kematian Tanpa Saksi ~ [-MeLiee-]
Posted at 01:39 pm by iNi MeLiee
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
the return of cheryl and the the departure of sam
i was so excited because cheryl, was released from hospital! (actually, she is my car that just went out from the repairshop, although her grill still needs to be replaced later on). on last monday, i wrecked her when i was competing in a "spontaneous race" with a modified bmw 3-series in the highway --; of course, my 1300cc starlet turbo-look was owned by it, but what made it worse, i accidentally bumped her because the brake didn't work well enough *xigh* oh well, i better drive slowly for a while. anyway, do you think it's funny when boys call their cars with gurly names?
tomorrow, really early in the morning, at 4 am to be exact, i'm going out of town to meet my grandpa and grandma's for 4 days. i have to wake up at 3:30 at the latest. hope i can wake up on time, because i also went swimming and that depleted most of my energy =.=
moreover, this means me and meliee won't be able to meet each other, aside from using sms. and guess what? she runs out of credit :::you better reload it tomorrow, mel::: i predict she's going to miss me xixixixixi
this is my last entry before i go. see you, all! and wait for me, meler~
Posted at 03:55 am by SaMmY FeLiX
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Thursday, August 12, 2004
YaY! xiberkiss is up now~
SaMmY FeLiX:
okay, i really got nothing to do after i woke up earlier today; but then, meliee told me that she didn't go to the skewl today (ow yea, she's a lazy bump =p) and suddenly, she gave me "something-to-do": [insert drumroll here] creating our own blog! and for the sake of this blog of ours, i havent even had my shower and now is noon already, you shouldnt see how my hair looks like now >.< before we made this blog, i had 0 experience with weblogging, but now it has increased to 0.0005. not bad for starter, eh? *_*
remembering the day i met with meliee, im amazed by how far we've come. since the 1st time i saw her i've noticed that she looks like selina ren of s.h.e (taiwanese girl band), so cute, eh? jaOEJiojIEejE (thats how i laugh, no complain on it) furthermore, we used to have the same things in our minds, it is either because somehow we're connected to each other or she just copycats me *LoL*
there you go, my 1st ever entry as a blogger! as it is said that there is always the 1st time for everything =D i really need to have a bath now. wish us and this blog luck. hakuna matata, folks~
Posted at 02:37 pm by SaMmY FeLiX
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